| A  For You “Broken Misery Obsesses My Thoughts” --Me-- “I’m breaking down I am completely gone I can’t breathe now The darkness is too thick She’s overcome me She wants to kill Every breath I take Nothing makes me okay I feel like dying It seems like the only way I can’t stop hurting Death would be a savior I’d take it all back If you hated me for dying Only if I would be able Because dead people can’t think Forsaken by my own heart The love of my life broken This pain becomes my obsession Maybe you’ll stop me I’m alone in my misery You hopefully won’t care I wish you could save me But you are the cause of my demise” I feel so much better now... |
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| I went to regionals, got fourth, and qualified for state because I was the top 2A lifter in my weightclass... Yay!... I went to state this past Friday and got 9th... >:shrugs:< |
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The regional powerlifting meet is this thursday!!!! Yay! I qualified so I will be there! >:smiles:< |
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| Today in Art Class... (My favoritE)... Someone said something that really reminds me of this song... "Paper Bag" --Anna Nalick-- "She don't run from the sun no more
She boxed her Shadow and she won
Said, "I can see you laugh through these bottle caps
And this wire around my neck ain't there for fun
But someday we'll all be old
And I'll be so damn beautiful
Meanwhile I'll hide my head
Here in this paper bag
Cause if I can't see you then you can't see me
And it'll be okay
Fly little bee away
To where there's no more rain and I can be me
Yeah, they talk about her
She smiles like she's so tough
She says "Hey, can you talk a little louder?
I don't think my heart is broken enough."
But someday we'll all be old
And I'll be so damn beautiful
Meanwhile I'll hide my head
Here in this paper bag
Cause if I can't see you then you can't see me
And it'll be okay
Fly little bee away
To where there's no more rain and I can be me
Some days I wade in the indigo
Singing that song on the radio
I blame these puddles on the rain
You know I gotta keep these cheeks dry today
Gotta keep my cheating strategy
And baby I'm gonna have it made
But someday we'll all be old
And I'll be so damn beautiful
Meanwhile I'll hide my head
Here in this paper bag
Cause if I can't see you then you can't see me
And it'll be okay
Fly little bee away
To where there's no more rain and I can be me
And I'll hide my head
Here in this paper bag
Cause if I can't see you then you can't see me
And it'll be okay
Fly little bee away
To where there's no more rain and I can be me
Where I can be me, yeah
I can be me
Where I can be me " |
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Not a lot has been going on with me... I got first place at my powerlifting meet on Saturday... I've really just been lifting, going to school, softbal practices, and work... Yay!
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